Volver Once i crashed and

Volver

Once i crashed and volver off my car i could have been killed or badly injured he was appalling, didnt even bring me a cup of tea in bed, never mind flowers, when i was recovering. Eventually i got a job in the country which was part of our plan he was supposed to be looking for one but didnt bother, it became obvious he had changed his mind. Well it was obvious to other people. I was under huge pressure commuting huge distances and coping with a new job with no support. I started to drink more than was good for me and put on weight he started to criticize me more and more it dawned on me that he was back with her and i started checking emails, texts etc. This time i decided to employ a private detective so i wouldnt be talked out of things by him sure enough i was right. I confronted him still hoping he would choose me what a mug! But it turned out he had long since been making his arrangements, i had simply hastened things. He was still insisting that he was just friends with her. Anyway i ended up alone, living a couple of hundred miles from my friends and children because i was following this dream we supposedly had now on my own. Stuck there cos id given up my old job. I was devastated but determined to get the divorce underway and have as little contact as possible. I am proud of the fact volver in 2 years i only sent two emotional texts one of which was on my wedding anniversary. He did not like that i initiated the divorce and did everything to make it difficult, even moving country without a forwarding address which was weird cos he was the one who had ended it. He whinged to me continuously about how hard things were for him especially financially as though he was the victim. I caught him out in yet another big lie and for the first time was able to see the 6 year old that others here have talked about. I was emotionally exhausted, angry, hurt and grieving. It cost me so much money to get rid of him. I did finally I sometimes harbored ideas of revenge and even found volver yet more lies i could have got him in trouble with his employers but i didnt. 4 years on there isnt a day i dont think of him and feel grief about the loss of the relationship. Over the years things had blurred and i have been remembering the good times. When i am lonely i miss the man i fell in love with, feeling so hurt at how i have been written off and how unfair it seems that he is in a relationship and i am not. I am so glad i found this site yesterday reading the stories here has brought back how awful it was. I know i am no longer constantly stressed, i sleep better, i am so much calmer not angry all the time.